yeah... I'm here again =)
HEY!!!
Whats up with u guys? nothing much here really, today have been a really un-normal day... yeah im not going in on all the deatails but it has been some shit invoulved... and I really do mean shit... in 2 forms acctuly xD LOL XD first one that really is shit in the really form shit because of or litle adventure to this purification factory or what ever its called shiti place anyway ^^ if u know what I mean? ;)) hehe... okey then there was soemthingelse... and thats why im having this blog so I guess I should write about it?? or?? I dunno but okey chris has ditched me again for the second time, woop woop fun as hell im as happy as I can be!! or??? nah not really but I asked for him to make a desition and he did... kind of... or he made his pint clearly to me its seems that way anyway but he didnt really tell me what he though he just blocked me on facebook and unfollowed me on twitter but no big deal, really I've been trough this one more time and I had this feelin that it would happend soon again, so I just wanna say this one thing to chris even if hes not reading it I just wanna say it to have it said...
Okey here we go: Chris, I hope u have made the right decisson for u this time dont think about how I feel it dosnt matter really just that u feel like u've done the right thing this time, I hope for my self that I can move on and I think I will becasue I have this lovely people around me that makes everything work for me, with out them I would be lost in u, my self and in our old chats, and yeah i will never forgett u ofc I wont, and I will talk 2 that picture that I've got on u every night because thats what I've got and its not making me misserble its a relife to have somone to talk to special when its "you" even though no one is really listening its a good thing to have someone to talk about ur most private feelings with out any judgement at all, because you dont need that. and okey im not gonna make this any more hard for u to read but I wanna say that I'm glad I had this time with u and its really nothing I wanna forget and I do still Love you and everything I said to you was true it really was I had this plans to come see u I really had and they were coming true but guess thats 2 late now so yeah if u want to start talk again u know were to find me :) Love <3
okey that was kind of it guess I cya :)
HUGS AND KISSES!!!! ;*** <33
//Stellisbellis
